That Black And Scary Thing

June 22, 2017

For someone who recently discovered a new love in the colour black, I feel like I am a new me. Not that I have been someone other than my own self all along but I seem to have found a new and renewed me. I am always striving to have positive outlook on life and but now I find that I am comfortable with not only having simple and positive conversations with myself but I can also have deeper and scary conversations too.

I often draw inspiration from those around me, in weirdest and unconventional circumstances. You would be surprised that for the first time in my life I thought of death; not just death but “death” in relation to me dying, the possibility and probability of that. I know it may be a weird and scary thing to talk about but it has been crossing my mind a lot lately. Actually let me tell you where this is stemming from. About 2 weeks back, I was in the office chatting to colleagues about the day two Gautrains will have a head on collision; what would happen then? Scary huh
I am a daily commuter of the Gautrain and these trains can easily reach a speed of 160 km/h in between stations which are just 4 minutes apart. Half the journey between Centurion and Johannesburg Park station is in a tunnel or underground, meaning there is a whole world happening above the ground. Actually I am rethinking this post because the more I put my words down this is really scaring me. I thought I was more scared about the accident happening at the highest point in Centurion just off Supersport stadium and passing the John Vorster drive... But now I am not so sure... I am seriously getting chills as I write this, is this something I should be writing about? I wonder!

Sindiso’s Lifestyle Diary is not just about fashion and fluffly stuff but also about life and the things that make me who I am. That includes my fears and things that sometimes challenge my core values. Let me leave it here, because this can make others to not use the train anymore. What is the weirdest or strangest thing you have been thinking about lately? How has that changed your outlook on life? I would love to hear some of your stories.  

Outfit Details
Jacket: Refinery
Top: Refinery
Neckpiece: Mr Price
Skirt: Truworths
Shoes: Jet Stores
Handbag: Studio W. Woolworths
Watch: Tempo American Swiss

Thanks for stopping by as always. Mwah

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